No Line On The Horizon
"I was born, I was born to sing for you/I didn't have a choice/I didn't have a choice but to lift you up/And sing whatever song you wanted me to/I give you back my voice/From the womb my first cry, it was a joyful noise..."
I have been a U2 fan since 1983, when I somehow discovered
War, in spite of the fact that all the radio stations where I grew up played was
Journey and
Van Halen. Back then, Bono was a revolutionary, being a Christian was some kind of act of bravery, and a song like
Sunday Bloody Sunday could change the world, via satellite.
Obviously we've been through a few things since those days, and so have
U2. I stopped being really excited about new albums right around the time of
Pop, and even though seeing them live is still a transcendent experience, I haven't really felt connected to U2 as a fan for a long time.
So my expectations for this new album aren't exactly what they were ten years ago. Still, it's pretty weird that my pre-paid iTunes download was available on Tuesdday, and I'm just now listening to the songs on Sunday. I'm thinking it was important to wait until Sunday, though.
"It’s not if I believe in love / But if love believes in me / Oh,
believe in me / At the moment of surrender / I folded to my knees / I did not notice the passers-by / And they did not notice me."
Who could understand what it's like to be Bono? Muhammad Ali maybe? Michael Jordan - nah, he's totally apolitical. There just aren't a lot of humans on earth who've lived that kind of life. I could drop names like McCartney and Dylan, but that would invite musical comparisons that are useless at best. Suffice to say, the guy has experienced things none of us will ever begin to understand. And it sounds like he's trying to get back to where he once belonged. Paul would understand, of course, as would John Lennon if he'd made it out alive. If Bob understands, he's not telling. And Mick and Keith don't even give a fuck.
"I was right there at the top of the bottom / On the edge of the
known universe where I wanted to be / I had driven to the scene of the accident / And I sat there waiting for me / Restart and re-boot yourself / You’re free to go / Oh, oh / Shout for joy if you get the chance."
That's from
Unknown Caller, which, like everything else so far has a bigger, deeper sound than anything on the last two albums. So of course, there's the inevitable who-has-the-Edge-been-listening-to-lately question. Musically, U2 is always just U2 though, in the same way the
R.E.M. is always R.E.M. and
Neil Young is always Neil Young, even when they "radically" change their sound. You still hear the same heart beating at the bottom of it all.
Side note: Bono's a Mac user: "Force quit and move to trash" is totally a Mac line. But then, how could it be otherwise?
"Everybody needs to cry or needs to spit / Every sweet tooth needs just a little hit / Every beauty needs to go out with an idiot / How can you stand next to the truth and not see it?"
Of course, because it's Bono, and because he's 48 and not 28, you know the idiot in question is the one singing the song.
"Every generation gets a chance to change the world / Pity the nation that will listen to your boys and girls / ’Cos the sweetest melody is the one we haven’t heard / Is it true the perfect love drives out all fear? / The right to appear ridiculous is something I hold dear"
Amen. And my apologies to readers who belong to the latest generation with a chance to change the world. I hope you do it, I really do, but I pity the nation that listens to its 17 year olds without hearing that sweetest melody -- that's not the one on "The Hills," a'ight?
"Stand up, this is comedy / The DNA lottery may have left you smart / But can you stand up to beauty, dictator of the heart / I can stand up for hope, faith, love / But while I’m getting over certainty / Stop helping God across the road like a little old lady."
Some of us got over our certainty awhile ago, Bono, but then, if you'd done that, you wouldn't be where you are. I love the bit about not helping God across the street -- what a beautiful metaphor for all those despicably smug Xians with their bumper stickers -- I saw one today that said "If you don't believe in God, you'd better hope you're right." Yeah, like God is this cranky old bastard just waiting to beat up everybody who disagrees with YOU. Ugh.
"C’mon ye people / Stand up for your love / Love love love love love... / God is love / And love is evolution’s very best day / Soul rockin’ people moving on..."
Sometimes inarticulate Bono is my favorite Bono.
But the next song starts out like a remix of "Boots." It's not.
Fez - Being Born is a whole other thing. First, it grabs you with the voice samples, which kind of sound like backstage before a concert at first, then become some kind of middle Eastern street scene, all accompanied by that "let me in the sound" refrain. But just as that gets cozy, Eno & Lanois whack you on the head with a swirling Edge effect and some trademark Mullen Jr. drums, with Bono just moaning over it:
"Six o’clock / On the autoroute / Burning rubber, burning chrome / Bay of Cadiz and ferry home / Atlantic sea cut glass / African sun at last / Lights... flash past... / Like memories / A speeding head, a speeding heart / I’m being born, a bleeding start / The engines roar, blood curling wail / Head first then foot / Then heart sets sail."
Musically there's some trace of ancient
The Unforgettable Fire in there, but of course, digitally enhanced and DEEP. This album is sonically so DEEP. I can't really put it any other way.
Then it slips into a major key for a bit, with a pseudo-mysterious (ways) keyboard thing over it all. Eventually the drums fade, then the song fades, and the whole is actually less than the sum of its parts. Promising, but on first listen, not what I was hoping it would be.
Appropriately, the next track,
White As Snow is simple, spare - the melody aping "O Come, O Come Emmanuel" --
"Once I knew there was a love divine / Then came a time I thought it knew me not / Who can forgive forgiveness where forgiveness is not / Only the lamb as white as snow."
This is pretty much
The Joshua Tree seriousness, but unfortunately it doesn't quite work, until the soaring vocal line of "to sleep the night shooting out the stars," after which I'm pretty sure Edge joins on harmony, and it's a brief reminder of the days when Bono wouldn't even overdub his own voice for fear of damaging the purity of the sound.
The sound gets louder again on
Breathe, and the sound is ultimately what Bono wants it all to be about:
"We are people borne of sound / The songs are in our eyes / Gonna wear them like a crown / Walk out, into the sunburst street / Sing your heart out, sing my heart out / I’ve found grace inside a sound / I found grace, it’s all that I found / And I can breathe / Breathe now."
I'm going to say yes to this album. Yes we can maybe? It has that vibe, definitely, even though I'm sure most of it was written well before the election. But then, we knew the road we were on well before the election -- that was just a formality. Bono's ready to walk into the future, and, as usual, he's a few steps ahead of the masses.
If he walks away walks away, will they follow? Damn, I hope so.
Epilogue:
Cedars Of Lebanon
When has the last song on a U2 album ever been significant enough to mention? Usually it's just an afterthought.
Mothers Of The Disappeared was probably the last one that really shook me.
This time, it's Bono out there somewhere, saving the world, knowing he's a big sham, sitting in a bar in some godforsaken hellhole, thinking of HER. What's it like to spend 20 years airing one's relationship dirty laundry right there in public for 10 million people to hear? It's well established that his wife is a saint -- hell, if it weren't for her, he'd probably spend 90% of his time at the pub instead of the 40-50% he does anyway. Yes kids, U2 are an IRISH band...
"I haven’t been with a woman, it feels like for years / Thought of you the whole time, your salty tears / This shitty world sometimes produces a rose / The scent of it lingers and then it just goes / Return the call to home / The worst of us are a long drawn out confession / The best of us are geniuses of compression / You say you’re not going to leave the truth alone / I’m here ’cos I don’t want to go home."
The verses are two chords, simple bassline, rhythmic trickery. The line "return the call to home" is the one set apart, melodically and harmonically beautiful, shimmering.
This isn't that different from
Miami or whatever the last three I-love-my-wife-but-I'm-a-world-traveling-rock-star-asshole songs were. But yet, yet... I want to feel it. I want it to hit me. It may be the Lagunitas, sure, but I'm going to play this one again, just to see if something hits me.
"Choose your enemies carefully ’cos they will define you."
I don't know for certain what he means here, and that's fine. But it's the last thing he says, and maybe this time that's important.
Anyway, I think I'll listen to this a lot for awhile, and then hopefully it won't become like the last two albums and just fade away. It could happen, though. U2 doesn't need me to like them anymore. They've grown up, and I've grown up, and I guess that's the whole point.