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grinding bones together
fine fucking happy im dying
nothing to show for this temporary life
the sun rises and you fucking fall
watching an exposed heart burst with pride
dearest, i can help you now
please don't cry when you see me go
you are only a weak victim, didn't even bring me pleasure
and im only a sinner laying my love in the ground
pure darkness, i can't wait forever for this infection to begin
not only is this revenge its orgasmic glory
to watch the flies take hold of your beauty

go ahead, keep throwing empty words at my face
time never change, revenge doesnt cry in pain
why did i fucking try?
licking my lips, beautiful eyes
a million ways to watch you die
the only thing i really need is screaming

knuckle imprints on your fucking cheek
choke on razor sharp teeth
cutting their way out of your throat
standing over a shaking corpse
spitting blood in your face
whisper to me something of
a new day, a new breath

the end has come, and we all die
the end has come, leaving no one alive
no one seems to know how to survive their own lives
we either laugh or cry, and death always lingers
destroying families in whole, striking us down
we can't live through this madness
we don't even have bodies to leave behind
emptiness crawls inside everyone of us
depression never ends in this solitary drought
genocide seems to be the only way to describe it
we can't abide this fucking killing spree
this plague stretched from shore to fucking shore
the end of what we thought was humanity
the entrance to death is the exit wound
unless you wait to be swarmed by this blissful plague
and this plague's teeth aren't dull
he isn't even leaving me alive to tell the tale
eaten alive by himself
wait, one more time
eaten alive by my greatest friend and creation

a shadow of a dream turned to nightmares
you can never take away your memory
no matter how fucking long you stay away
the ticking of time sends me so far back
i strive for the sky but break and fall every time
i never thought those eyes would have this
great of an impact on my mind
the taste of the flame
it feels like the right time for one more attempt
to reach this perfect sky
now it seems as if im not alone
but i guess its just your memory scratching
at my skull
is it getting harder to breathe or just harder to live
deep down i can't put up with this fight
but don't panic, even though there is no way out of this
no way out of this
i can feel the world go straight to my head
no way out of this
this world deludes my thoughts of grandeur
and there is no way it can possibly be this hard
to fight and survive
another look at your eyes, i could never let you go
another look at your eyes, bruises my skin
it feels like the right time for one more attempt
to reach this perfect sky

you know the truth as well as i do
dancing in the wrecked ballroom
is no way to cope with that truth
please don't look back when we depart
i wont be coming back for you
you were a fuck up so i walked away
shredding the evidence that used to be a lie
shredding a lie that we though what love
oh, i can't do anything without you by my side
im so god damn lost
say it again you miss me
oh and then say that one again
fuck you, i kept that going far too long
to hell with it
we are all better off without that special one
give it some time and you might find its important
to feel this hurt
cut and bleed, cut and bleed
you hurt yourself on the outside just to try and forget
about that ghost on your inside
don't give up, you're so strong
not!
if all goes to plan, we might find a life worth living
but either way i don't fear where im going
im so lost, don't you see this
im hopelessly entangled in falling
save me, no get the fuck away
im not changing anytime soon
arise the sun is near!
arise and watch my final demise
i hang myself in front of your eyes
with the blood dripping from the rips in my neck
there was no point in your crying at all

stabbing, injecting, fucking,
this intoxicated life has no wear abouts of purgation
theres no chance at becoming a saint
and the only time id love
to see an angel is when im ready
to be laying on my deathbed
thats all angels are made for, slaughter
hacking at your fucking chest with a chainsaw
deathbed, memories, no more throw it all away
deathbed, kiss me oh delicately please
i just cant seem to find the
difference between silk and flesh

what is it to you that the unholy angels
clutch has withered us all away

abandon me, this blood is comfortable enough
i never knew how wretched
your blackened smile really was till this day
at least i won't have to look at it again
i think id be the one to ask, make an effort to change
your ways or let them change you
fill me with the joy
i spit in your fucking face
theyre coming to take this body away
just let me have my fun first

so are we going to fuck or
sit here and look at each other naked?

if the weeks shall fail
we shall own up with our souls
this site is worth seeing,
the blood smearing these fucking walls
and when im done with you
you will be bleeding from every hole in your body
in time, the hole in your chest will grow
its just a squeal, its just pain
so what the fuck is your problem
i thought nothing hurt you

dumb fuck

insomnia is nothing unless you have seen my life
you better say your prayers
your life fucking ends today
don't you get it, i do, leaving no one alive

oh, this is interesting
the adrenaline is keeping you alive
even when you are completely disassembled, piece by piece
ive never seen such a bloodbath
but it taste so sweet
why should i to stay and watch you anymore
you lied to my fucking face

i refuse to let my fate go on
without being shook out of style
i walk away, you follow
we've been doing this far too long
she said to never leave her side,
obviously she doesn't know a thing about me
and i know what you're thinking
and im simply petrified by the fact
my life took place in that one year alone
is it me or is it time, cause i really want to know
and id just like to say, forget yesterday
you know, i hate being blind to my degradation
for every second i lost to failure
i will get my revenge
and i will get my revenge
there is no final reasoning
there is no fucking luck
to get back into my heart
for every second i lost to failure
for every notch on your belt
i was just another notch
so did you look deep enough to find my heart
this time, this time
i was completely unprepared
i cannot stand, i cannot stand alone
i am the one, the only fucking one you should be afraid of
and there are no subtitles, just the end