Terça-feira 2 Fev 2010, 12h:55
up too early. tried to go back to sleep but couldn't. i am anxious for no reason, it's keeping me awake. When is this going to stop? I woke up for a reason. Why couldn't I complete even the easiest of tasks? Now, I'm in the same place as always. At least I have my music. That makes it bearable but still the same. everyday i get a little closer to falling over the edge. i am standing on the ruins of something i used to admire. it broke me down to watch you fall. what's left when you have…