Jun 12 2008, 20h28-News! Well, tomorrow is my birthday but we aren't going to Galveston like I thought, since gas prices are too damn high. I am getting my tattoo tomorrow & the guy said he would do it for free since I'm "hot"? Hahaha, if only it were true & if only you could get everything with looks. Well, like I said I'll post a picture up! It's so crazy, I look back & I can tell how much I've matured. Really, life goes by fast. I don't want to grow up too fast though, I'm just going with it! It feels like I was just 8 the other day. Ahh, the days where I would wear plastic sunglasses that were too big for me & wear my hair up only at the top (: It was so funny my mom even told me "I swear you're already doing everything you can think of before you are even 18" & my only response is "Well hey, life is short live it to the fullest!" This summer has been amazing. My life has been really good.
Jun 11 2008, 0h52It's almost my birthday, I'm so far excited. I'm getting that tattoo on my back, between my shoulder blades. When I get it, I'll take a picture and post it up on here. I got a lot of clothes today & I love them so much. Last night me and my boyfriend went to the movies to see Zohan & The Strangers. I loved The Strangers the most, seriously right when it started it was already scary, aha. I made me & trey some burgers lastnight when we got home since I'm like his personal cheff now, I told him I'm not going to be one of those house wifes though! I keep seeing pregnant people & ladys with babys everywhere, I'm scared. I even saw a girl having a baby, i almost threw up.
Jun 4 2008, 0h21Ofcourse It's my boyfriend, Trey's baby (for people who keep asking..which IS really stupid) . It's so crazy everybody that I know are having babies, by the way I'm not doing this because everybody is. I didn't mean for it to happen. Nobody can see me as a mom, I can't realy see me as one either. I can't kill it or give it up for adoption. I'll probably hate myself the rest of my life. I want a babyshower so I can have tons of clothes for the baby. I don't know what it is yet. Going to the doctor soon. I've been eating like crazy. I'm starting to show now. Good thing I can use the excuse "It's because I'm pregnant" to eat all I want now. I'm giving up basically everything for this baby ): Am I crazy? I have no clue but this is my baby I'll do anything for it. Aha, trey is MAD AT ME!? Just because he says I will pay attention to the baby now, how sad is that? Other than the baby news I want a tattoo badly but I can't because I looked it up & it says it can cause HIV or some other causes to the baby.
You watch when I have a kid they will say stuff like this go to the link! Ahah