Hello Bardos,

Just thought i'd let you know that your + Katya's communication over the last month has given me an immense deal of encouragement. i've been making a sincere effort at getting out as much as possible these past couple days as well, out of my room where i've been slaying way too much, damn near all my free-time over the past few years: drinking, drinking, drinking, playing DkS, reminiscing longingly upon the marvelous quail flights of the past, etc.

No more of that shit, the circles are severed & time exists now solely for change… all death summoning…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BrRv03St32s

"When you picture yourself in the mirror, what do you see?"

http://i.imgur.com/ZUg4DMj.gif

I see the face of my destroyer, the knife of my soul & the hand of my lord.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W6BbL-vqN0c

a weak mind in the mountains

there was the butcher's hand
he squeezed it and the blood
spurted from between the fingers
and fell to the floor
and then the body fell

so afterward, at night
the wind of Iceland and
the wind of Ceylon
melting, gripped my mind
gripped it and grappled my thoughts

the black wind of the sea
and the green wind
whirled upon me
the blood of the mind fell
to the floor where i slept

yet there was a man within me
could have risen to the clouds
could have touched these winds
bent and…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gv3KALmWljI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kx9QrnWg6Ys

when faced with a fall
we'll always flinch
what use reacting to a chasm so deep
we'd much rather sleep

when faced with a flame
we'll turn our face
what use reacting to an infernal rage
we'll burn as we wait

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fg3U1502r54

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=81CqWw5pGso

http://i.imgur.com/jFX1J0U.png
http://i.imgur.com/riaTzEh.gif
http://i.imgur.com/54rPtKz.png

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iyIF0y4By24

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_znocUwFn4

we live on tea and grief
we who brought this cult to life
we who only live for them
and only by their code
we are entombed alive in these poems
watch us dance on the beaches
watch us die in the sun
you think you understand our pain
and that lives full of fatigue can sweeten up
you have come to love our name
this dancing spray of flame
this tribute to our god
but we are savage children
we are sleepless soldiers
we partners in grief
we have turned to them
as flowers turn to the sun…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=If-psTIMC9s

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fNB8VRwCPTM