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Once again it's the gifted prolific one. What's the essence of having these gifts and talents? Is it to torture one with dreams of relevance and popularity?Like SParkle said in that movie why did she dream of only music if she wasn't meant to be a singer? why a dude come up with rhymes, why do he love hiphop? The Gifted like Wale. What becomes of these gifts….

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Then it came to pass the seventh time, that he said, “There is a cloud, as small as a man’s hand, rising out of the sea!” 1 kings 18.44
The harbinger of hope. all u need is a sign. somebody just gotta show u that it means something. somebody gotta answer u call to "is there anybody out there?"
So never underestimate the power of the one fan, that one reassurance, means a whole world, more the one million views gold fish sang about. you gotta throw me out a bone here. you gotta throw me a lifeline.…

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Although the song that inspired this title was referring to NY. Gotta give it up to J town, that's Jos city, plateau , Nigeria. That's where I got my name and game from. Birthplace of all that I am, all my fears, desires. joys, demons. That's where I got my hiphop, my intellectuality, my spirituality. All that is to be admired and loathed in me. This is like walking through a bit of history.There she lies: bruised, battered, lied to , deceived, but she's still glorious, still breathing, still full of promise. If Kanye can give props to…

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Got to get back. to when I used to learn just because. when I used to learn to know, so to speak.Not trying to be relevant, just learning for the hell of it. It's exciting to me cos that's what I started with, until peeps got me all twisted on some politics and ego bullshit, I was naïve to the world. Peeps getting intimidated and ish.
Time to get back to the real science essence. when u read to learn. sorta like how talib said "eat to live". not quite but sorta. And then I gotta learn statistics.…

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Ok, so i'm a 90's RnB buff, when music was soul piercing. But there's always a message. I done put them femmes over my family. Like it or not, it's a wrong move. You can be there at the drop of a hat for a consort but u have to reconsider doing that for your family and loved ones. The amount of dough I done spent on dimes makes me believe no amount is too much , no time is too long, no sacrifice is too much , for a loved one.
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I probably done talked about the Radio, how it influences stuff, how videos killed the radio star. We was all raised off the Radio. I keep thinking that we need to go back to the radio, how beautiful it was and all.
I just be thinking, maybe it's time to go back to the Radio.
And of course, here are the roots as a soundtrack to buttress my point.

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Nuff said. sometimes u gotta just talk to urself. These 2 weeks aren't about u. u or ur pain. gotta put all that on hold to celebrate with family. put all the darkness aside. we can get back to that when we come back. be like david or the four lepers and let it go,

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Not buffoonery, not coonery but straight cocoonery. New word. there's a new sheriff in town. one that MR marley cant shoot. So the cocoon is where the larva or pupa , the precursor to the butterfly resides, where he builds his wings and gains momentum, it's a quiet dark place i'd imagine . and lonely, not much happening but slowly and surely, mr soon to be butterfly bides his time. yall gon see the world In trouble, just watch.

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I figured that i'm an extremist. I'm two faced. I'm similar to Psalm one cos " i'm a beauty and i'm a beast" at the same time. One of the reasons a brother don't indulge in certain vices or whatever, is cos a brother gets like Vanilla ICe and takes it to the extreme. It's this duality of self that peeps don't get . But its this fact about myself that I must accept and appreciate. I ignore it at my own peril. How can I be the most critical of females intellectually and mess with these basic,skank…

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"Miracles, miracles, they come true"
Mama made miracles every thanksgiving, just working with the scraps she was given. It's Baba God that blesses a brother's bread and water, That's turns his water to wine, that gives him that multiplier effect.

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