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Damon: Dear Diary, A Chipmunk Asked Me My Name Today. I Told Him It Was Joe. That Lie, Will Haunt Me, Forever.

Oh I May Have Forgot..I Have The BIGGEST Crush On Damon..Hm..Wait I Think I'm Stuck Between Damon And Stefan..



♫Οʜ Hᴀɪɪ Dᴀɪʀʀ♪ =^.^=

Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴏᴜʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴠɪᴇᴡ ᴍʏ ᴘʀᴏғɪʟᴇ, ᴀᴛ ʟᴇᴀsᴛ ᴀᴅᴅ ᴍᴇ
I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴀᴅᴅ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴏᴠᴇʀ sᴏᴍᴇ ʟᴀᴍᴇ ᴀss ᴍᴜsɪᴄᴀʟ ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀᴛɪʙɪʟɪᴛʏ..I ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍʟʏ ᴀᴅᴅ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ
Dᴏɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴀᴅᴅᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ sᴇᴇ ɢᴛғᴏ ᴍʏ ᴘᴀɢᴇ Mᴜᴀʜʜ :*


*Oᴘᴇɴs ᴊᴀʀ ᴏғ ᴊᴇʟʟʏ ʙᴇᴀɴs* Wʜʏ ɪs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ sᴏ ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀs!? *Cʀɪᴇs* Wʜᴀᴛ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ?

RAWR..Sᴛᴜғғ Aʙᴏᴜᴛ Mᴇ

I'ᴍ Sᴄᴇɴᴇ..Dᴏɴ'ᴛ Lɪᴋᴇ Iᴛ..Gᴛғᴏ

Fᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ Cᴏʟᴏʀ: Bʟᴀᴄᴋ

Fᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ Aɴɪᴍᴀʟ: Pᴀɴᴅᴀ

Zᴏᴅɪᴀᴄ Sɪɢɴ:Pɪsᴄᴇs

I ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ Pᴏᴇᴛʀʏ

Mᴏsᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴍᴇ ʙᴜᴛ sᴄʀᴇᴡ ᴛʜᴇᴍ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀʀᴇ..I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴅᴏ

Mᴜsɪᴄ ɪs ᴍʏ Dʀᴜɢ. Cᴀɴ'ᴛ ɢᴏ ᴀ ᴅᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴏᴜᴛ ɪᴛ

I ᴄᴜss sᴏ ʙᴀᴅ I ᴍᴀᴋᴇ sᴀɪʟᴏʀs ʟᴏᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴀɪɴᴛs.

Tʜᴇ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅ Bɪᴛᴄʜ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ

I ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ STYLE ʜᴀɪʀ.

I ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴜʀᴘʀɪsᴇ ᴠɪsɪᴛs.

I ᴀᴍ ᴀɴ ᴀᴄᴄɪᴅᴇɴᴛ ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴ.

I ᴀᴍ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴘʀᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴘᴀɴɪᴄ ᴀᴛᴛᴀᴄᴋs.

I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɪssᴜᴇs ᴏғ sʜᴏᴜᴛɪɴɢ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ, ɴᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ I ᴀᴍ.

I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ɢᴏ ᴀ ᴅᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴜɢɢɪɴɢ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ, ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɪғ ɪᴛ's ᴀ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇ sᴛʀᴀɴɢᴇʀ.

Rᴀᴄɪsᴛs / Rᴀᴄɪsᴍ ᴘɪss ᴍᴇ ᴏғғ.

I'ᴍ ɪɴᴛɪᴍɪᴅᴀᴛɪɴɢ

I ғɪɢʜᴛ, ᴍᴇᴀɴɪɴɢ I'ᴍ ᴠɪᴏʟᴇɴᴛ, ᴍᴇᴀɴɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʀᴇᴀsᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ.

Dᴏ NOT ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴏɴᴇ-ᴜᴘ ᴍᴇ; I WILL ᴡɪɴ.

I ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀɴᴅs

I ᴍᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ.

I ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴍʏ ᴅɪsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ I ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴏғ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ.

I ᴄᴏɴsᴛᴀɴᴛʟʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴇɪɢʜᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅᴇʀs.

I ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ᴀ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ, ʙᴜᴛ I'ʟʟ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴀʀᴋ.

I ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴋɪɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴇᴀʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ.

I ᴄᴀɴ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʟʏɪɴɢ.

I ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴘᴏsᴇʀs

Jᴜsᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ sᴀʏ ɪᴛ, ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ. (Tʜᴇ ᴀʙsᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴏғ ᴇᴠɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ ɪs ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴠɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴏғ ᴀʙsᴇɴᴄᴇ.

I ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ sᴇᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ʟᴏɴɢ ɪᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇs ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴄʀᴀᴄᴋ ғᴏʀ ʟʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ.

Tʜᴇsᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍʏ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs ᴀʟᴛᴇʀɴᴀᴛᴇs ғᴏʀ ᴄᴜss ᴡᴏʀᴅs..
ᴘᴇᴀᴄʜ= ʙɪᴛᴄʜ
ᴘᴇᴀᴄʜ ʙᴇʀʀʏ= ᴍᴇɢᴀ ʙɪᴛᴄʜ
ᴄʜᴇʀʀʏ ᴘɪᴇ=
ᴄᴜɴᴛ ᴀᴘᴘʟᴇ= ᴀssʜᴏʟᴇ
ᴘᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴍᴜғғɪɴ= ᴅᴜᴍʙ ʙɪᴛᴄʜ
ɢʀᴀᴘᴇ= ᴅɪᴄᴋ

Mᴜsɪᴄ:
Aʙᴀɴᴅᴏɴ ᴀʟʟ Sʜɪᴘs, Asᴋɪɴɢ Aʟᴇxᴀɴᴅʀɪᴀ, AᴛᴛᴀᴄᴋAᴛᴛᴀᴄᴋ!, Cʜᴜᴄᴋ! Nᴏ Cᴀᴘᴛᴀɪɴ Cʜᴜɴᴋ, Sʟᴇᴇᴘɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ Sɪʀᴇɴs Cʀᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴇ Eᴍᴘɪʀᴇ, Tʜᴇ Pʟᴏᴛ Wɪᴛʜɪɴ, Bʀᴇᴀᴋᴅᴏᴡɴ Sᴀɴɪᴛʏ, Oғ Mɪᴄᴇ & Mᴇɴ, Tʜᴇ Bᴜɴɴʏ Tʜᴇ Bᴇᴀʀ, Pɪᴇʀᴄᴇ ᴛʜᴇ Vᴇɪʟ, Mᴀʏᴅᴀʏ Pᴀʀᴀᴅᴇ, Oɴᴇ Lᴀsᴛ Bʀᴇᴀᴛʜ, Fᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ Sɪᴄᴋᴇsᴛ Kɪᴅs, Tʜᴇ Rᴇᴀᴅʏ Sᴇᴛ, Tʜᴇ Sᴄᴇɴᴇ Aᴇsᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ, Aʟʟ Tɪᴍᴇ Lᴏᴡ, Aʀᴛɪsᴛ ᴠs Pᴏᴇᴛ, D-Tʜᴇ Bʟᴏᴏᴅ Cᴏғғɪɴ Bᴏɴᴅs, Sʟɪᴘᴋɴᴏᴛ, Sᴛᴀᴛɪᴄ X, Bᴜʟʟᴇᴛ Fᴏʀ ᴍʏ Vᴀʟᴇɴᴛɪɴᴇ, Mᴏᴛɪᴏɴʟᴇss Iɴ Wʜɪᴛᴇ, HIM, Eᴠᴀɴᴇᴄᴇɴsᴇ, SKRILLEX, Sɪʟᴠᴇʀsᴛᴇɪɴ, Fᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ɪɴ Rᴇᴠᴇʀsᴇ, Esᴄᴀᴘᴇ ᴛʜᴇ Fᴀᴛᴇ, Bʟᴇssᴛʜᴇғᴀʟʟ, Aʟᴇsᴀɴᴀ, Sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ Sɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ, Sᴇɴsᴇs Fᴀɪʟ, Dʀᴏᴘ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ,Gᴏʀɢᴇᴏᴜs, Bʀɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇ Hᴏʀɪᴢᴏɴ, Wᴇ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴀs Rᴏᴍᴀɴs, ᴋɪʟʟᴡʜɪᴛɴᴇʏᴅᴇᴀᴅ, I Kɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ Pʀᴏᴍ Qᴜᴇᴇɴ, Tʜᴇ Dᴇᴠɪʟ Wᴇᴀʀs Pʀᴀᴅᴀ, Aʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ Rᴇᴍᴀɪɴs


ɪɴғ ɪʜ ɪɴ,sʀɪɴ ɪs ʏ ʙsssɪɴ.ɪ'ʟʟ ғ ғғ ʏʀ s sғғʀɪɴɢ.ʏʀ ɴғssɪɴ ɪs ʏ s ʀɪ....Dɴ' sɪʀ ʙ sɴ ʟs's ғɪɴɪɪɴ ғ ʙʏ. L ʏʀsʟғ ғɪɴ ɪ ʙʏ sɪʟʏ ʙɪɴɢ ʏʀ ɴ sʟғ, ɪʜ ɴʏ ɪɴғʟɴs ʀ ʀsʀɪɪɴs." Y ʟʀʏ ʜ ɴ ʟ ʜ I , s ʙғʀ ʏ ɢ ʙʏ ғ ʀs, I ɪʟʟ sʜ ʏ ʜ ʜ ʀʟ ɢɪʀʟ ʜ ʏ'ʀ ʟɪɴɢ . Aɴ ʙғʀ I ɢ ɪɴ ʟʟɪɴɢ ʏ ʙ ʜ I , I ɪʟʟ ʟʟ ʏ ʜɪɴɢs ʜ I NOT. I ɴ ʀʏ ɢ Rʟ ʟ, ʙ I ɢss ʏ ɴ ʟʟ ɴ. Iғ ɴʏʜɪɴɢ, I ʀʏ ɴʀɢ ʟ s ʙ ʜsʟs ɴ sɴ . Aɴ ʙʏ ʏ ʟɪɴɢ/ɪɴɢ ʟɪ ʏsʟғ ʀ sɴ ʟs ʏ'ʀ ɴʟʏ ɪɴɢ ʜ ʀʟ ʀ ʟs ɪɴ ɴ ʟɴʀʙʟ ʜ ʀʏɴ ʟɪɴɢ ʜ s. I E . N ʙғʀ ʏ sɪ ʜʀ ɴ sʏ Oʜ ʏ sʜ ɪs s ғʀ ʜ s ʟʟ ʜ ɪ , s ʟɪsɴ,I s ʟɪ ʀʏ ʜʀ ʜɴ ʙɪɴɢ ɴ ʜ ʟɴ,I s ʜ ɪғғʀɴ Vɪ ɴ ʟɪғ ɴ Dɪғғʀɴ ʀsɴʟɪʏ. I ʜ ʏ ɴ ɪɴɪɴs ɴ ʜ ɪs ʜ ʟʙʟs sɪʟʏ ʀ. Wʜɴ ғɪʀs s ʟ ɢʀɪ ʜ ʀsʟs ғʟ ʀ ғʀʙʟ ɪʜ ʜ ʀ. B ʜ ɴʟʏ ɪɴɪɴ ʜ ʀs ɪs ʏ ɴ. I ɴ ʟɪ ʜʏ, sʏ ʟɪғ. Js ʟɪ ʀʏɴ I ʜ ʟɪғ, ɴ ɪɴ ʏ ʟɪғ, I ʜ ʀʙʟs s ʟɪ ʏ. N ʜ ʏ' ɢ ɢʟɪs ғ ʜ I ɴ, ʜʀ ʀ s ʜɪɴɢs ʜ I . I A ʀʏ ɴ-ʜʀ ʀsɴ. I ғʟʟ ʏ ʜʀ ʀ ʜɴ I sʜʟ. Tʜ ʜs ɢʜ ʟ ғ ʟssɴs ʜ I ʜ ʟʀɴ ʜ ʜʀ ʏ. I' ɴ ɢɪɴɢ ʟʟ ʏ I' ɴ ɪ ɴ, ʙs I . Iғ ʏ ʟʟ sʀ Iʟʟ ɪ ʏ ɢʀ. I ʏsʀʏ. Vʀʏ ғ ʟ ɴ ʜ ʀʟ . Pʟ sʏ I' ɪʀ, ʙ ʜ's ʏ, ʜ sʏs ʜʀ ʀɴɢ. Bɪɴɢ ɴʀʟ ɪs ʀʀ ɴʏʏ. I ʀʀʟʏ ɴɪ s ʜɴ I ʏ ʙʀ ғ ɴɢ ғ ɪ, ʙ ɪғ ʏ ɢ ɪɴ ʏ ғ, ʀ ʟʟ ɴ ʏ ʙʏ/ɢɪʀʟ, I'ʟʟ ʏʀ ss ɴ. I ɴ' ʙʟʟsʜɪ ʏ s ɴ' ʙʟʟsʜɪ . I DEFINITELY ʀʏ ʙɪɢ ʀʀ. I ɴ' ɴ ʜ I ɢɪɴ ʜɪs ʟɢʀ ɪɴ, ʙ ɪ's ʜʀ ɴ s ʟ ɪʜ ɪ. I ʟɪ ʏ ʟɪғ ʙʏ MY ʀʟs ɴ ʟɪɪs, sɪɴ I ʜ ɴʟʏ ɴ ʜ ɴs ʜ ʜ ʙs Wʟʟ, I ɴ' ʟɪ ʏ ʟɪғ ʙʏ ʜ ʜ ɪʟʟ ʙ ʟɪ. I ʟɪ MY ʟɪғ MY ʏ, s ʜ ʜɴ ʏ ɪ s, ɪ ʜ ʏ I ɴ ɪ ɪʜ ɴʏ ʀɢʀs. T s ʜɪɴɢs , ʜʀ: I ʀsɴ ɪʜ MIND, VOICE, ɴ HEART ʜ ʜss s ʜ ʟʟ ɴ... Oʜʜʜʜ ɴɴɴɴɴɴ ʜʀ ɢ ɢɪɴ... I' ʜ ɴ ғ ʀʏʜɪɴɢ. A ʟʏʀ, ʜʀ, s- ssɪs, I ʜ ʟʟ ʜ ʜ ʀɴɢs ɴ I ʜɪɴ ɪ's ɪ ʀɪɢʜ ʟɪɴɢ ɪɴ ʏ ʟɪғ. Y ɴ' ɴ ʜ ʙ I ɴ sɴ ʟ ғʀ ʜ I , ʙ ғʀ s ʀsɴ, I ɢss ʜ's ɪғғɪʟ ғʀ ʟʟ ғ ʏ. Tʜʏ s Fʀ ɪɴ Sɪɴɴʏ Jɴs, ʀ ʙʀɢ ʀɪɢʜ. As ɪ ss ʀʏ ɪ I ʀʏ sʀʜ, I ɢ ғ ʀ. S ʏ sʀʜ ɪs ʏ "Mʀ. Rɪɢʜ" ғɪɴ . I' ɴ Hɪɢʜ Sʜʟ ғʟɪɴɢ, ʀ Sʜʀ Tɪ Bʏ ʟʟ. I ɴ ʀʟ ʟ, ɪғ ɴʟʏ ʜ ʀɪɢʜ ɴ ʟ ɪɴ ʜ ɪʀ. S ʜʀ ɪ ɪs I' sɪɴɢ ɪ. I ɴ ʏ Mʀ. Rɪɢʜ ɪs ʜʀ sʜʀ, ɴ I ʜ ɪ. Wɪ ɴɪʟ ʜ sʀʟʟs ʀɴ ʜ Cʀɴʀ. Uɴɪʟ Tʜɴ, I s ɪɪɴɢ. T Mʏ Hʀs ɴ Nɴ-ʙʟɪʀs T ʀʏɴ ʜ ʜs ɴ sɴ' ʜɪɴ I' ʀʟ- I ʀ ʜ s ʟ ɴ' ʟɪ ʏ sʏʟ, ʏ ʀsɴʟɪʏ, . Wʟʟ, ʜ's s A-OKAY. Y ɴ' ʜ ʀss ʀ ʀɪɴ ʏ. I's s ʜ ʏ I ʜs ʀ ɪ. :). I ɢ ʜ ɪʟ/ɴ "Yʀ Fʀ" ɪʟ ғʀǫɴʟʏ. I s ʜɪɴ ɪ's s ғ ɪ ғʀ ɴ ʜ ɴs ʜ ʀɪ/ʀ ɪ. Ms ғ ʜ ɪ I ʟɢʜ ʏʀ ғʙʟ s ʀʏ ɪɴsʟ . Iɴ ʟɪғ ɪ ɪs ʀ ʜ ʀʏɴ ʜs ɴ ɪɴɪɴ ʙ , ʙ ʜ ɴʟʏ ɪɴɪɴ ʜ ʀs, ɪs ʏ ɴ. I ɴ ɢɪɴɢ ssɢ ʏ ʙ, ʏʟʟɪɴɢ ʏ ʀ ʟʟɪɴɢ ʏ ɴs. Bs I ɴ ʜ I' ʏ ʙʀ ʜɴ ʜ. I ʜ ʀ ʟss S ɪ ʀʟʟʏ ɪs s s ғ ʏʀ ɪ. Tʜʀ ɪʟʟ ʙ ɴ ɴ sɴ ʜ I ɪʟʟ ʏʀ ɪɴɪɴ ɪɴ ɴsɪʀɪɴ. I ɴ' ʀ. I ʜ ʙsɪʟʟʏ ʙɴ ʟʟ ʀʏʜɪɴɢ ɪɴ ʜ ʙ: Fʀ , ʏ ʙɪʜ, ɪʀ, . I ɴ ʜ I ɴ I ɴɴ ғ ʜ ʙ. Iғ ʏ , I'ʟʟ ʙ ғʀɪɴ, ʙ I ɴ' sɴ ғʀ Dʀ, ʀ Bʟʟsʜɪ. ABSOLUTELY DO NOT!... Cʟʟ ʜ, sxʏ, ʀ ʙʙʏ. Tʜʏ ʀ ɢʀɪɴɢ ɴ ʏ ʜ ɴ ɪɴɢ ʜ ɪ ɢ ɴ ʙ ʙʟ ɢɪɴ ʜ ʀɪɢʜ ʟʟ ʜs ɴs. T4LK 2 Mɪ LYK DIS, ʀ ɴʏ ғʀ ғ ʜ, ɪ s s ʏ ʟ ʙ. Pʟs ɴ' s ʏ ɪ ɪʜ ʏʀ sɪɪʏ ғ ʜ Eɴɢʟɪsʜ ʟɴɢɢ, ʏ ʜ ғʟʟ ʏʙʀ ɴʀ ʏʀ ғɪɴɢʀɪs, sʀʀ sɴɴs ɴ ʀs s s. S ʙғʀ ʏ ʟɪ ʜ ssɢ ʀ ɴ ʙɴ, ɪʜ ʜ ɪɴɴɪɴ ғ ɪɴsʟɪɴɢ ʜɪɴ ɪɴ ʏʀ ʜ, "W. I ʀʟʟʏ ʜ ɴʜɪɴɢ ʙʀ ɪʜ ʏ ʟɪғ ʜɴ ʀʏ ɪɴsʟ sɴ ʀ ʜ ɪɴʀɴ." Y ɪʟʟ ʀʟɪ ʜ ʜɪ ʏ ʀ. Aɴʏʏ ʏʀ ʙɪsʟʏ ʜʀ ғʀ ʀsɴ s ɢ ʜ ɴ ʜ ʏ ʜʀ


ღDISSECTIONღ
I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ʀᴇᴀᴅ ʏᴏᴜ, ʀɪᴘ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴠᴇɪɴs ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ. Cᴏᴜɴᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʀᴜɪsᴇs ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴢᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ sᴄᴀʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ʟᴇғᴛ ɪᴛs ᴍᴀʀᴋ ᴜᴘᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜ. I ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴜsʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ sʟᴏᴡʟʏ ᴘᴜʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴀᴄᴋ; ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡɪʟʟɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʙᴏᴛʜ ʟᴏᴏsᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡɪɴ. I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴜɴᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ᴀs I ᴀsᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ; ɪᴛ's ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴡɪʟᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴇʏᴇs ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴀᴛɪsғʏ ᴍᴇ. Qᴜɪᴇᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ I ᴀᴅᴏʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ; I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴄʜɪᴅɪɴɢʟʏ ᴏʙsᴇʀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ; ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴏɴʏᴍᴏᴜsʟʏ ᴇᴀɢᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍ. Oᴜᴛɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴏɴᴇs; I ᴇɴᴠʏ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴇɴsᴇ ᴏғ ᴄᴏɴғᴏʀᴍɪᴛʏ, ʙᴜᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ɴᴏᴛɪᴏɴ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴡ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍᴏᴜᴛʜ sʜᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʟᴘ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛᴏᴏ ʙᴜsʏ ᴛᴏ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜᴇᴀʀ. I ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʀᴇ; ʙᴜᴛ I ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ғᴀᴜʟᴛs; ᴍᴇssɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ғᴇᴀʀs; ᴀʟᴛᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴍɪɴᴅ ғʀᴀᴍᴇ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ, ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ ᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ɪɴ ᴀɴʏ sᴋɪɴ, ɴᴏᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴏᴡɴ.





ღANATOMYღ
I ᴡɪsʜ I ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴍᴇ. Tʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ɪᴛ, ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛᴇʀ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴀᴄʜᴇ ʙᴜʀɴs. Wɪᴛʜ ᴍʏ ɪɴɴᴇʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇxɪᴛʏ, I sᴜᴘᴘᴏsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴅᴇsᴄʀɪʙᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴀs ᴀ ʙᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ʀᴜʙʙᴇʀ ʙᴀɴᴅs. Tᴡɪsᴛᴇᴅ; ᴛᴀɴɢʟᴇᴅ. Aʟʟ ᴍʏ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴀʀᴇ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴛᴡɪɴᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ sᴏʟɪᴅ ᴄᴏʀᴇ. I'ᴍ ғɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɢᴀᴘs ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴏʟᴇs ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʀsᴇ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʙᴏᴅʏ. "I ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴘᴇʀᴘᴇᴛᴜᴀʟ sᴍᴜᴅɢᴇ. Mʏ ʟɪɴᴇs ᴀʟʟ ᴄᴜʀᴠᴇ. I ᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏɴɴᴇᴄᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴅᴏᴛs." I ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴇxᴛʀᴀᴏʀᴅɪɴᴀʀʏ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ; ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴡᴏʀᴅ ғᴏʀ ɪᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ I ᴡɪʟʟ ғɪɴᴅ ɪᴛ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴛ's ғᴀᴋᴇ, ɪᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ᴡᴏʀᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴀɴ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴ. Tʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ɪs ᴏɴʟʏ ɪɴ ᴍᴏᴠɪᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ғᴀɪʀʏ ᴛᴀʟᴇs. Aɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇᴇᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴘʀᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴡʜᴇɴ I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ.



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Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ I ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴄᴋ ᴇʏᴇs ᴀs ᴡᴇ ᴡᴀʟᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴛʜɪs ᴇᴀʀᴛʜ's ᴄʀᴜsᴛ; I ᴘʀᴏᴍɪsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴇᴀɴ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ. I sᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɪɴᴅɪᴠɪᴅᴜᴀʟ ʟɪɴᴇɴ; I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴜɴ. Yᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ʙʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴘʀᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴍᴇ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ. Iғ ɴᴏᴛ, I ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴇsɪᴛᴀᴛᴇ ᴛᴏ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ. Wʜᴇɴ I ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴏʙsᴇʀᴠᴇ; ʟɪᴛᴇʀᴀʟʟʏ ᴅᴀɪʟʏ, I ᴄᴀɴᴛ ʜᴇʟᴘ ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴇᴀʀɴ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀssᴇʀʙʏ's. Iғ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ, I ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɢᴇɴᴛʟʏ ᴡʀᴀᴘ ʏᴏᴜ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴀɴᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴀғᴇʟʏ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴘᴏᴄᴋᴇᴛ. Yᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀs. Aᴛᴛᴀᴄʜᴇᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʜɪᴘ, ᴏɴʟʏ sᴇᴘᴀʀᴀᴛᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴀ ᴛʜɪɴ ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ ᴏғ ᴄʟᴏᴛʜ. Yᴏᴜ'ʟʟ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀs I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ. Fᴏʀ ᴡᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴏғ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴊᴜᴅɢᴇ. I ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏɴᴛ ғʟᴇᴇ; ʀᴜɴ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴍᴇ. I ᴍᴜsᴛ ᴀᴅᴍɪᴛ, ᴜɴғᴀᴍɪʟɪᴀʀ ᴄᴏɴғʀᴏɴᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ; ᴇɴɢᴀɢɪɴɢ ɪɴ ɴᴇʀᴠᴏᴜs ᴄᴏɴᴠᴇʀsᴀᴛɪᴏɴ; ᴜɴғᴀᴍɪʟɪᴀʀ ᴀᴛᴛʀᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ; sᴄᴀʀᴇs ᴍᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ I ᴀssᴜʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴡᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇsᴛ ᴏғ ᴏᴜʀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. I ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʜᴏsᴛ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ, ʜɪᴅɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ʙᴀᴅ ᴇᴠᴇɴᴛ; ᴅᴇᴄɪsɪᴏɴ; ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ; ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜᴀᴅ. Cᴜᴛᴇ. Yᴏᴜʀ sʜᴀᴅᴏᴡ ʟᴏᴏᴋs ᴘᴇʀғᴇᴄᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ; ɪᴛ ᴍɪᴍɪᴄs ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜɪᴘs ᴘᴇʀғᴇᴄᴛʟʏ; ᴡʜᴇᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇ ᴄᴜʀᴠʏ ᴏʀ sᴛʀᴀɪɢʜᴛ; ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ. Yᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ. Yᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴄᴀᴜɢʜᴛ ᴍʏ ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ. Nᴏᴡ...I ᴘʀᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀs. Yᴏᴜ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ. MAIN: Fɪʀsᴛ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ғɪʀsᴛ sᴛᴇᴘs. Mɪɴᴇ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴄʟᴏsᴇᴅ ᴅᴏᴏʀs... ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴄʀᴇᴅɪᴛ. Iᴛ's ғᴜɴɴʏ... ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴄʟᴇᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ ᴜᴘ ᴀɴᴅ sᴛɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴛʀᴇᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴀs ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ sᴏɪʟᴇᴅ. Rɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ, I'ᴍ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛʀᴀɪɢʜᴛ ʟɪɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ sᴍᴜᴅɢᴇ. Eᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴄɪᴍᴀʟ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ. Mʏ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ɪs ᴊᴜsᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜsʜɪᴏɴs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴇʏᴇs. Sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs I ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ʜᴀɪʀᴄᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɢᴏᴇs ᴜɴɴᴏᴛɪᴄᴇᴅ... ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ sʜɪʀᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇs ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏɴғɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ ʏᴇᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴅʀᴀᴡs ʀɪᴅɪᴄᴜʟᴇ. Bᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ I sᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I'ᴠᴇ ᴛʀɪᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴅɪᴇ. Mʏ ᴄᴜʀsᴇ ɪs ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴏʀᴅ "ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ" ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪs ᴡʀɪᴛᴛᴇɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴇ. Mʏ ғᴀɪʟᴜʀᴇ ɪsɴ'ᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀssɪᴏɴs ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴏғ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇᴍ. I'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ғɪɢʜᴛɪɴɢ ᴅᴇᴍᴏɴs ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ I'ᴍ ᴏᴋ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴇʙᴀᴄᴋs ғᴏʀ ᴍɪʟᴇs. "Yᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ ʏᴇᴛ. Tʜᴀᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴇᴇʟ Iᴛs ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴘᴀɪɴ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴs ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴛɪʟʟ ᴀʟɪᴠᴇ." Exᴄᴜsᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ғɪʀᴇᴡᴏʀᴋs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴏғғ... ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. Mᴀʏʙᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪs ʜᴀs ᴏɴʟʏ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴇᴅɪᴄɪɴᴇ ᴛᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ. Oʀ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ɪᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛʜɪɴɢ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʟᴇғᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ғɪɴɢᴇʀs. Iᴛ's ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ sᴘɪɴs ᴀɴᴅ I ғɪɴᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴄʜᴀsɪɴɢ ᴄᴏɴsᴄɪᴏᴜsɴᴇss. I'ᴍ sᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪs ᴍᴇss. Jᴜsᴛ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪsᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴄʜɪsᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴀᴡᴀʏ. Fᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏxʏɢᴇɴ, ᴘᴜᴍᴘ ғᴏʀɢɪᴠᴇɴᴇss ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋɴᴇss.



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I ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ᴅᴇᴄɪsɪᴏɴs. ᴡɪᴛʜᴇʀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴏʀ ʙᴀᴅ ᴡᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍɪsᴛᴀᴋᴇs ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴅᴀʏ ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴏʟᴅ ɢʀᴜᴅɢᴇs ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪᴛs ᴀ ᴡᴀsᴛᴇ ᴏғ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴍᴀᴅ ᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. I'ᴍ ɴɪᴄᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀᴅᴠᴀɴᴛᴀɢᴇ ᴏғ ɪᴛ ᴏʀ ᴛʀʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴋɪss ᴍʏ ᴀss. Bᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ I ᴄᴀɴ ᴛᴜʀɴ ɪᴛ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇ ᴀ ʙɪᴛᴄʜ. I'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ sᴄᴇɴᴇ, ɢᴏᴛʜɪᴄ, ᴇᴍᴏ ᴏʀ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴇʟsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴏʀ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴜᴛ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ sᴛᴇʀᴇᴏᴛʏᴘᴇs. I ᴀᴍ ᴍᴇ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ sᴛʏʟᴇ. Iᴛ's ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ. I'ᴍ ᴛɪʀᴇᴅ ᴏғ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴜʀᴛ ʙʏ ɢᴜʏs. I ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ᴀ ɢᴜʏ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛʀᴇᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴏʀ sᴏᴍᴇ ɢᴜʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴡᴏʀᴛʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ. I'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ sᴀʏɪɴɢ ᴀʟʟ ɢᴜʏs ᴀʀᴇ ʜᴏʀʀɪʙʟᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴏғ ɢᴜʏs ᴘᴜᴛ ᴀ ʙᴀᴅ ʟᴀʙᴇʟ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇᴍsᴇʟᴠᴇs. I'ᴍ ᴀɢɴᴏsᴛɪᴄ, ɪᴛs ᴊᴜsᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ғᴇᴇʟs ʀɪɢʜᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ I sᴇᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs. I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ sɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀsᴛᴇ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ ᴏɴ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ʙᴇ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ. ᴛʜᴇɴ I ᴅᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ᴀ ʜɪɢʜᴇʀ ᴘᴏᴡᴇʀ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ sᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ. Wᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴋɴᴏᴡ. Wᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʙᴀsᴇᴅ ᴏɴ sᴏᴍᴇ ʙᴏᴏᴋ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡᴇ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ. A ʟᴏᴛ ᴏғ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʀᴇ sᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ. Jᴜsᴛ ᴀs I sᴇᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴏғ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜɪɴᴋs ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇᴍ. Tʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴғʟɪᴄᴛs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ɪɴᴅɪᴠɪᴅᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ sʜᴏᴡs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴᴛ ʙᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ. Mᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ, I ᴀᴍ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ, I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪs ʀɪɢʜᴛ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴀʟs ɪɴ ʟɪғᴇ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴜʙsᴛᴀɴᴄᴇs ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ғᴇᴇʟ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ sᴏᴀᴋ ɪɴ ʟᴏɴᴇʟɪɴᴇss. Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ, ᴛʀᴜsᴛ ᴍᴇ I ᴡɪʟʟ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ғɪɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ. Rᴇɢᴀʀᴅʟᴇss ᴏʀ ɴᴏᴛ, ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴇᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴄʜᴀɴᴄᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ.



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ღINSANITYღ
Fᴏʀ sᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴏғ ᴜɴʀᴇʟᴇɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʟᴀsᴛɪɴɢ ʜᴇʟʟ. Fᴏʀ ᴀᴡʜɪʟᴇ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ᴘᴜɴɪsʜᴍᴇɴᴛ, ᴘʜʏsɪᴄᴀʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟ, ᴡʜᴀᴛᴇᴠᴇʀ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀʏ ʙᴇ ɪᴛ ʜᴀs ʙʀᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪs ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ sʜᴏᴡɴ ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀssɪᴏɴ, ʙᴜᴛ ʀᴇᴄᴇɪᴠᴇᴅ ɴᴏɴᴇ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇᴇɴ sᴏ ғᴏʀᴛᴜɴᴀᴛᴇ. Lᴀᴛᴇʟʏ ɴᴏᴡ, I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ sᴏʀʀʏ ғᴏʀ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ I ᴄᴀɴ sʜᴏᴡ ɴᴏ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅ ᴛʜᴇᴍ; ғᴏʀ ɴᴏᴡ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ᴄᴏᴍᴘᴀssɪᴏɴ, I ᴀᴍ ᴇᴍᴘᴛʏ, I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ sᴏᴜʟ, ɴᴏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ, I ᴀᴍ ʜᴏʟʟᴏᴡ. Mᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ, ᴅɪsᴍᴀʟ ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅ ᴏғ ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ ʜᴜɴɢ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ. Iᴛ ʜᴀs sᴛʀᴜᴄᴋ ᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴘʀᴇssᴜʀɪɴɢ ᴡɪɴᴅs, ʀᴀɪɴᴅʀᴏᴘs ᴏғ sᴏʀʀᴏᴡ ᴀɴᴅ ʟɪɢʜᴛɴɪɴɢ ʙᴏʟᴛs ᴏғ ᴜɴғᴏʀɢɪᴠɪɴɢ ʜᴀᴛʀᴇᴅ. Fᴏʀ ɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ sʟɪɢʜᴛᴇsᴛ ɪɴsᴜʟᴛ, ᴛʜᴇ sʟɪɢʜᴛᴇsᴛ ᴀᴄᴛ ᴏғ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅɪᴛʏ ᴄᴀɴ sᴇɴᴅ ᴍʏ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ʙᴏɪʟɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ I ʟᴏᴏsᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟ ᴀɴᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ ғᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴡʜᴏ I ᴀᴍ. Fᴏʀ sᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ ʜᴀs ᴛʜɪs ɪɴғᴇᴄᴛɪᴏᴜs ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɴʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜʏ ғʀᴀᴍᴇ ᴏғ ᴍɪɴᴅ ʜᴀᴜɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ. Tʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴏғ ᴘᴀɪɴғᴜʟ ʜɪsᴛᴏʀʏ sʟɪᴄᴇᴅ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴀɴᴅ sᴘɪʀɪᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴛᴇᴇʟ-ᴇᴅɢᴇᴅ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs, sʟᴀsʜɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ sᴛʀᴀɴᴅ ᴏғ sᴀɴɪᴛʏ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ. I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴜɴʏɪᴇʟᴅɪɴɢ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴏғ sᴜғғᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ Fᴏʀ sᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ғᴇʟᴛ sᴏ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ.



ღDETRACTIONღ
Iᴛ's ғᴜɴɴʏ ʜᴏᴡ ᴠᴇʀʏ sɪᴍᴘʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɪɴᴛʀɪᴄᴀᴛᴇ ɪʟʟᴜsɪᴏɴs ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ. I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʟᴀᴅᴇs ɢᴏ, ᴏʀ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀssɪsᴛᴀɴᴛ sᴛᴇᴘs ᴏᴜᴛ ᴜɴʜᴀʀᴍᴇᴅ. Iғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴ ᴇɴᴅ, I'ᴅ ʀᴀᴛʜᴇʀ sᴛᴀʏ ʙʟɪɴᴅғᴏʟᴅᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴏᴘᴇɴ ᴍʏ ᴇʏᴇs. Sᴍᴀʟʟ ᴀᴍᴏᴜɴᴛs ᴏғ "ɢᴇɴᴜɪɴᴇ" ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴅʀᴇssᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇᴍsᴇʟᴠᴇs ɪɴ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ɪɴᴠᴀᴅᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏʀɴᴇʀs ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʟɪᴘs. Pᴜʟʟɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅs ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀs ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴏɴᴠɪɴᴄɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ sᴘᴇɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ. Mʏ sᴛᴏᴍᴀᴄʜ ᴛᴜʀɴs ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ɴᴇᴀʀ ʙᴜᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇsᴛ ᴅɪʀᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴs. I'ᴍ ғᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ, ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴏғ ᴀ ʟᴏsᴇʀ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴀʟʟ I'ᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴋɴᴏᴡɴ. Tʜᴇsᴇ ᴋɴᴜᴄᴋʟᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ʙʀᴜɪsᴇᴅ ғʀᴏᴍ ғɪɢʜᴛs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴇxᴄᴇᴘᴛ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ. I ᴡᴀs ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛ ɪɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʀᴏɴɢ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇs, sᴛᴇᴇʟ ᴡᴏᴏʟ ɪɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ᴏғ sɪʟᴋ. Mʏ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛᴇsᴛ ғʟᴀᴡ ɪs ᴍʏ ᴏʙsᴇssɪᴏɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ sᴏʀʀʏ ғᴏʀ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ... ɴᴏ ᴡᴀɪᴛ... ᴍʏ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛᴇsᴛ ғʟᴀᴡ ɪs ᴍʏ ɪɴʜᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏᴄᴜᴍᴇɴᴛ ɪᴛ. Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴀᴅ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɴᴇs, ʏᴏᴜ'ᴅ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ʜᴀʟғ ᴏғ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I sᴀʏ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ. Iᴛ's ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇʟʏ ʜᴏɴᴇsᴛ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ʀᴇᴠᴏʟᴠᴇs ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʜᴏᴡ ᴡᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ʟɪᴇ. I ᴄᴀɴ ᴍᴀɴɪᴘᴜʟᴀᴛᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢɪɴɢ ɪᴛ, ɪғ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴀ ᴊᴀᴍ. Bᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ (ᴏᴠᴇʀ) ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ ʜᴀs ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀ ʜᴀʙɪᴛ. I'ᴍ ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴍʏ sɪɢʜᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ sᴛᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴋᴇʏʙᴏᴀʀᴅs ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ, ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ.



ღFORGIVENESSღ
Mʏ ʟɪғᴇ ᴏғ ᴅᴀʀᴋɴᴇss, ᴍʏ ʟɪᴠɪɴɢ ɴɪɢʜᴛᴍᴀʀᴇ I ᴋɴᴏᴡ sʜᴀʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴇɴᴅ. Iᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ʜᴀᴜɴᴛ ᴍʏ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴅᴀʏ ʜᴏᴘɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ sᴏᴏɴᴇʀ ᴏʀ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ sᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴅɢᴇ. Hᴏᴡ ᴡɪʟʟ I ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴀ ɴᴏʀᴍᴀʟ ʟɪғᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴍᴏɴsᴛᴇʀ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪs ᴄᴀʟɪʙᴇʀ ʜᴀᴜɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴡᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴏғ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴅᴀʏ, sʟᴀsʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ sᴛʀᴀɴᴅs ᴏғ sᴀɴɪᴛʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴏʟᴅ sᴏ ᴅᴇᴀʀ? I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʀᴇʟᴇᴀsᴇᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜs ɪʀᴏɴ ɢʀɪᴘ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ʙᴜᴛ I ᴍᴀʏ ɴᴏᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛʀᴇɴɢᴛʜ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴄᴄᴏᴍᴘʟɪsʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. Wɪʟʟ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴍᴇ? I ᴀᴍ ᴀs ᴀ ᴊᴜɴᴋɪᴇ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ. Cᴀᴜɢʜᴛ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʀɪᴅɢᴇ ᴏғ ʟɪғᴇ, ɪɴᴊᴇᴄᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅʀᴜɢ ᴏғ ʜᴀᴘᴘɪɴᴇss ᴀs ᴏғᴛᴇɴ ᴀs I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀ ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏғ ɪᴛ, ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴇɴsᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ʙʀɪᴇғ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ. Oɴʟʏ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɪᴛ ᴠᴀɴɪsʜ ᴀɴᴅ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴀs ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ɪᴛ ʜᴀᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ, ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴄʀᴀᴠᴇ ɪᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ. Aᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇs I ғᴇᴇʟ ᴀs ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ɪs ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴡᴀʏ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴀᴄᴄᴇᴘᴛ ɪᴛ ᴀs ᴍʏ ᴛɪᴄᴋᴇᴛ ᴛᴏ ғʀᴇᴇᴅᴏᴍ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ I ғᴇᴀʀ ɪᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ᴀʟʟ. Wᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ғᴇᴀʀ ɪs ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴏғ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜɪs ʟɪғᴇ ᴏғ ʜᴀᴛʀᴇᴅ, sᴜғғᴇʀɪɴɢ, ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛᴀᴄʜᴇ ʜᴀs ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ sᴜᴄʜ ᴀ ᴛᴏʟʟ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ғᴇᴇʙʟᴇ ʙᴏᴅʏ, ᴍʏ ᴡɪᴛʜᴇʀᴇᴅ sᴏᴜʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍʏ sʜᴀᴛᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ. Iᴛ ʜᴀs ʙᴇᴀᴛᴇɴ ᴍᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɴᴏᴡ ʙᴇ ᴄʟᴀssɪғɪᴇᴅ ᴀs ᴀ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ʜᴇᴀᴘ ᴏғ ᴡᴏʀᴛʜʟᴇss ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ. I ᴘʀᴀʏ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴏғ ɢᴜɪᴅᴀɴᴄᴇ sʜɪɴᴇs ᴜᴘᴏɴ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴇʟᴄᴏᴍᴇs ᴍᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴏᴘᴇɴ ᴀʀᴍs ᴛᴏ ᴀ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴏғ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅsʜɪᴘ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ. Bᴜᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ I ғɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟɪɢʜᴛ? Wɪʟʟ I ʙᴇ sᴏ ғᴏʀᴛᴜɴᴀᴛᴇ? Wɪʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴀʏ ғɪɴᴀʟʟʏ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ? Oɴʟʏ Tɪᴍᴇ Wɪʟʟ Tᴇʟʟ. Iɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇɢɪɴɴɪɴɢ I ᴡᴀs ᴏɴʟʏ ᴘʟᴀɴɴɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ʜᴏʟᴅɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜsɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴄʀᴇᴀᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟʟʏ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇɴ I sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇᴅ ɴᴇᴇᴅɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛs ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. Tʜᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀɪɴɢ ɪs ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɢᴇᴛs ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀsᴛ.



ღESSENCEღ
Iᴛ's ᴏᴋᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴜᴛᴛᴇʀғʟɪᴇs ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴛᴏᴍᴀᴄʜ. Jᴜsᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ғʟʏ ɪɴ ғᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ. Tᴀᴋɪɴɢ ɪɴᴋ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴍᴀssɪᴠᴇ ᴅᴏsᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ᴀs ʙʟᴀɴᴋ ᴘᴀɢᴇs ᴛᴜʀɴ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴀɴᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴅᴏᴜʙʟᴇ ᴛᴇᴀᴍ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ. Tʜᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ғᴇᴇʟs ғᴏɢɢʏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ Lᴏɴᴅᴏɴ ᴡɪɴᴛᴇʀ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʟᴀss ᴀɴᴅ ᴅɪɢɴɪᴛʏ. Nᴏʙᴏᴅʏ ɢᴇᴛs ʜᴏᴡ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ғᴇᴇʟs ᴡʜᴇɴ I ʟᴀʏ sɪᴅᴇᴡᴀʏs ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘɪʟʟᴏᴡ. Wᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ. Wᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴡᴇʀᴇ. Tɪᴍᴇ ᴘᴀssᴇs ʟɪᴋᴇ ʙᴏᴛᴛʟᴇs ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs. Lᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴊᴜsᴛ ғʟᴏᴀᴛ.... ᴛᴏ ᴊᴜsᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴏᴋ. Bᴇɪɴɢ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴜɴᴀᴜᴛʜᴇɴᴛɪᴄ. Bʀᴇᴀᴛʜɪɴɢ ʟɪғᴇ ɪs ᴀʟʀɪɢʜᴛ... ɪɴ ᴅᴏsᴇs ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ.



ღISOLATEDღ
Eʏᴇs ʟᴏᴄᴋᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜʀʙ ᴀɴᴅ ʙʟᴀᴅᴇs ᴏғ ɢʀᴀss ᴛʜᴀᴛ sɴᴇᴀᴋ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀᴀᴄᴋs. Pɪᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ. Tʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ʟɪғᴇ I ғᴇᴇʟ ɪs ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ʜᴀɴᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴡᴇɪʀᴅ, ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪᴛs ʟɪɴᴋᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜʀs. I'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʟᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇsᴛ ᴏғ ᴜs ᴀʟʟ, ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs ɪɴᴄʟᴜᴅᴇᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ sᴜᴄʜ ᴀ ᴡᴇᴀᴘᴏɴ ᴏғ ᴅᴇsᴛʀᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ. WᴀᴋɪɴɢUᴘIɴGᴜɪʟᴛ: Iʟʟᴜᴍɪɴᴀᴛᴇ ᴛʜɪs ʙᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪs ғᴇᴇʟ ᴇᴘɪᴄ. Lᴇᴛ's ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀ ᴅɪsᴀsᴛᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀ ᴍᴀsᴛᴇʀᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ ʀᴏʟʟᴇᴅ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴏɴᴇ. Cᴀʀᴇғᴜʟʟʏ ᴄʜɪsᴇʟᴇᴅ ʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴇᴅɢᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ᴀʟʟ I ᴀᴍ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴏғ. Cᴜʀʀᴇɴᴛʟʏ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ғɪɢᴜʀᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ᴜɴᴛᴀɴɢʟᴇ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴs ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴄᴀsᴛᴇᴅ. Fɪɴɢᴇʀs ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴀᴛᴇ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs. I'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ sʜᴇᴅᴅɪɴɢ ᴛᴇᴀʀs ɪɴ ɴɪɢʜᴛᴍᴀʀᴇs ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀsᴛ ғᴇᴡ ɴɪɢʜᴛs. Dʀᴇᴀᴍɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴄʟᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴡᴀʏ. I ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴏɴʟʏ ᴀᴘᴘʟʏ ᴛʜɪs ᴘʀᴇssᴜʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ sᴜᴘᴘᴏsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀɴᴅʟᴇ ᴀɴ ᴏᴘᴇɴ ᴡᴏᴜɴᴅ. Sᴛɪʟʟ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏɴᴠɪɴᴄᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴀʟʟ ᴛᴏ sᴡᴀʟʟᴏᴡ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴛʏ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇʟᴄʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ. Tʜᴀᴛ's ᴍʏ ᴄᴜʀᴇ. Tʜɪs ʏᴇᴀʀ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴇxᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇᴅ ɢᴜɪʟᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴏʟɪᴅᴀʏs. Iᴛ's ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs "ɢɪᴠᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ" ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇʏ'ʀᴇ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ. Tᴏʀɴ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴛᴇʟʟɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ ᴏʀ ʟᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴇᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴇsᴇʀᴠᴇ. Kɪʟʟ ᴍᴇ. ♥





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Dᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ
Dᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ᴀ ʟɪᴇ
Dᴏɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇ ғᴀʟsᴇ ᴏʀ ᴜɴᴛʀᴜᴇ
Iᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ

Oᴘᴇɴ ғɪʀᴇ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ʙᴜʀɴɪɴɢ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ
I'ᴠᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʟᴜᴄᴋʏ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ
Mʏ ᴅᴇғᴇɴᴄᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ
A ᴋɪss ᴏʀ ᴀ ғʀᴏᴡɴ
I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ sᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴇ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ

Iғ ᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ᴡᴀʟᴋs ɪɴ
Aɴᴅ ᴄᴀʀᴠᴇs ʜᴇʀ ɴᴀᴍᴇ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ
I'ʟʟ ᴛᴜʀɴ ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴜɴ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
Eᴠᴇʀʏᴅᴀʏ ᴡᴇ'ᴠᴇ ᴀʟʟ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʟᴇᴅ ᴀsᴛʀᴀʏ
Iᴛ's ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴜᴄᴋʏ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ

Iᴛ ɢᴇᴛ's ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇʏᴇs
Iᴛ's ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʀʏ
Dᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ
Dᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ
Yᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ
Cᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ʜᴇᴀᴠᴇɴ ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ

Sᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ
Sᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ
Rɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ
Rɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ

Sᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ
Sᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ
Rɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ
Rɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ

Eᴍᴘᴛʏ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs ᴄᴀɴ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴏɪɴᴛ
Iɴ ᴀ ʀᴏᴏᴍ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴍɪʟᴇ
Bᴜᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ
Yᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇ ʟᴜᴄᴋʏ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ

Iᴛ ɢᴇᴛ's ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇʏᴇs
Iᴛ's ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʀʏ
Dᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ
Dᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ
Lᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ
Cᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ʜᴇᴀᴠᴇɴ ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ

Sᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ
Sᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ
Rɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ
Rɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ

Sᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ
Sᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ
Rɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ
Rɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ

Iᴛ ɢᴇᴛ's ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇʏᴇs
Iᴛ's ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʀʏ
Dᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ
Dᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ

Sᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ
Sᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ
Rɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ
Rɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ

Sᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ
Sᴇɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ
Rɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ
Rɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ

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Eᴍᴏ,ʏᴇs ɪᴛ ɪs sʜᴏʀᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ. Bᴜᴛ,ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴇᴍᴏ ᴛʜᴇɴ ʜᴀɪʀ ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏᴏᴋs..Eᴍᴏ ɪs ᴀ ᴍᴜsɪᴄ ɢᴇɴʀᴇ,ʙᴜᴛ ᴀʟsᴏ ᴀ sᴛᴀᴛᴇ ᴏғ ᴍɪɴᴅ. Mᴏsᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ, ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍsᴇʟᴠᴇs ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀ ᴇᴍᴏ. Wʜɪʟᴇ ɪɴ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴛʏ, ᴛʜᴇʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴇᴍᴏ. Eᴍᴏ ɪs ᴍᴜᴄʜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɢᴏᴛʜ. Bᴜᴛ, ɢᴏᴛʜ ɪs Dᴀʀᴋᴇʀ. Eᴍᴏ ɪs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ,ʜᴀʀᴅᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ғᴀᴋᴇ. Yᴇs ,sᴏᴍᴇ ᴇᴍᴏs ᴄᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍsᴇʟᴠᴇs,ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴛʜᴀᴛ. Eᴍᴏ ɪs ᴏɴᴇ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴀʀᴅᴇsᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢs,ᴛᴏ ᴇxᴘʟᴀɪɴ. Pᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴇᴍᴏs , ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴠɪᴇᴡ ᴜs ᴀs sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴀʟ,ᴄʀʏ ʙᴀʙɪᴇs,ᴏʀ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴇᴀᴋ. Tʜᴀᴛ's NOT ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴇᴍᴏ ɪs. Sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴀʟ ʏᴇs, ᴀᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇs. Bᴜᴛ, ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴊᴜᴅɢᴇ ᴍᴇ ғᴏʀ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴇᴍᴏ. Iᴛ's ɴᴏᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ᴄʜᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ. Iᴛ's ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ᴀᴍ ♣╬_♥,… £ONELINESS…,♥_╬ ♣