I hurt myself today

...you know it won't help you sort anything out, right?
Sure you might feel it's helping you deal with things, but the harsh reality is that it probably isn't helping at all =[

antidepressives dont really help. they just suppress your feeling, which is never good.
it sometimes seems quite hard, but the only way ou is to feel happy. i feel happy bout the stars. ok, i admit, when i feel really angry/mad/sad, that doesn't help much, then id rather hit a brick wall. but at least sometimes it help. and looking at the scars on my arm helps too..

well, i hope i could be of any help, or can be in the future.. ghost is right, people are here for you. at least we are

you know, you could just take an astronomy class and realize that we ourselves are way too small and insignificant to hold our own problems on such a high pedestal. instead of just concentrating on your devastating moments and being lazy with your emotions by letting it eat away your happiness, indulge in the freedom of exploration. just randomly meet new people. sure, 50-85% of em are not going to be worthwhile, but that other 15-50% of em will throw in new perspectives on life, introduce new elements to the way you live and simply provide priceless experiences. take on something you can learn, or something that you can accomplish in the end and feel proud of. in the end, it's all about gettin off yer ass and changing your own world. and if you're under a roof with parents who won't allow it, well, you're simply too young and inexperienced to be hurting yourself over situations. life is such a complex, spiraling puzzle (and way too often taken for granted) and is something worth waking up to observe everyday. good luck.

well..... then..... *IF THAT'S THE CASE* - you can stop listening to trent reznor. cuz there honestly is much better out there, and he's becoming a marketing whore.

Quoth giveuptheghost:
Maybe he was listening to Johnny Cash.
I was gonna mention that, but meh XD

That is the original.

Get a girlfriend and get out more kk. People who hurt themselves are total pillocks unless theyre are actually fucked in the head or have had a really traumatic event take place (eg parents dieing..) Be grateful for what youve been giving, you have a computer and you live in germany so it pretty much goes iwthout saying that youre already in the top 1% of living conditions and quality of life in the world. Just do something in your life that gives you value, noone is any use to the human race in their room cutting themselves...

I have been listening to the Cash version on repeat
It's just one of those days....

Quoth giveuptheghost:
:(

Try some S Club 7. ;)


He he that really made me laugh :o)

JuanCoolkid08 said:
see, the nine inch nails version is great, but there is something special about the fact that the cover is the last song that johnny cash recorded and made a video for after his wife died/before he died. he searched for 2 days for a song that adequately summed up his feelings on his wife's death, and found it in nine inch nails' song. he then recorded it, made a video, and died within 3 months of his wife's death (maybe 4 months)



[[how touching]]


O______o'' I haven't known that before o.O now i'm sad =(

about that matter i totaly agree with the first phrase of rockphyre: "we ourselves are way too small and insignificant to hold our own problems on such a high pedestral", couldnt say it better, would just add taht hurting yourself will just hurt the people tha really care with you...

Wow. All thats bringing back the memories of all the crazy stuff I've done. I've tried killing myself atleast a kagillion times. I don't do things like that any more, thankfully, but I can tell you that I know how it is. Being medicated helps. And.... basically what you have to do is just get through that point in your life without doing anything stupid. Find someone to talk to. Friends are good. I don't really like professionals, because I feel like they want my money, but they work for some people. It really helps having someone to talk to. But other than that, get lots of rest, make sure you're getting your job/school done, and..... just try to get through it without doing something you'll regret.